Adventures of boi pirate..

pictures says a thousand words.

2010-06-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

hello, favourite goodbye.

2010-06-13T21:26:00.002+08:00

I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out.

What happened to all the nice guys?

You know, the kind who checks in when you’re sick. The kind who looks at you with that funny look (and not because you just said something really shocking but because you mesmerize them… or something to that effect).

Often wondered what that would be like. But I guess I have convinced myself that girls who write about such guys are lying their heads off. I mean like seriously. How could you be that great… to be able to get such a cliched “fairytale” response from your love interest? You’re just lying about it all. I know.

You can’t be that desirable. You can’t be that important for him to care about that much… to take time off to actually call and check on you when he knows perfectly well that you’re not gonna die.

So why do you lie? Just so you can be the heroine of yet another romantic tragedy, based on two star cross’d lovers, i bet. How self indulgent.

The answer is simple: you did.

See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you.

At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic feelings for him, and buttressed your position by claiming that you were "just friends." Besides, he totally wasn't your type. I mean, he was a little too short, or too bald, or too fat, or too poor, or didn't know how to dress himself, or basically be or do any of the things that your tall, good-looking, fit, rich, stylish boyfriend at the time pulled off with such ease.

Eventually, your Platonic buddy drifted away, as your relationship with the boyfriend got more serious and spending time with this other guy was, admittedly, a little weird, if you werent dating him. More time passed, and the boyfriend eventually cheated on you, or became boring, or you realized that the things that attracted you to him weren't the kinds of things that make for a good, long-term relationship. So, now, you're single again, and after having tried the bar scene for several months having only encountered players and douche bags, you wonder, "What happened to all the nice guys?"

Well, once again, you did.

You ignored the nice guy. You used him for emotional intimacy without reciprocating, in kind, with physical intimacy. You laughed at his consideration and resented his devotion. You valued the aloof boyfriend more than the attentive "just-a-" friend. Eventually, he took the hint and moved on with his life. He probably came to realize, one day, that women aren't really attracted to guys who hold doors open; or make dinners just because; or buy you a Christmas gift that you mentioned, in passing, that you really wanted five months ago; or listen when you're upset; or hold you when you cry. He came to realize that, if he wanted a woman like you, he'd have to act more like the boyfriend that you had. He probably cleaned up his look, started making some money, and generally acted like more of an asshole than he ever wanted to be.

Fact is, now, he's probably getting laid, and in a way, your ultimate rejection of him is to thank for that. And I'm sorry that it took the complete absence of "nice guys" in your life for you to realize that you missed them and wanted them. Most women will only have a handful of nice guys stumble into their lives, if that.

So, if you're looking for a nice guy, here's what you do:

1.) Build a time machine.
2.) Go back a few years and pull your head out of your ass.
3.) Take a look at what's right in front of you and grab ahold of it.

I suppose the other possibility is that you STILL don't really want a nice guy, but you feel the social pressure to at least appear to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. In which case, you might be in luck, because the nice guy you claim to want has, in reality, shed his nice guy mantle and is out there looking to unleash his cynicism and resentment onto someone just like you.

there is no "in between"

2010-06-06T22:39:00.004+08:00

u are the devil that tear me open and break me apart.. but u are also the angel that soothes my soul and brings warmth to my heart..

Devil<------------------------------in between------------------------------>Angel

u are at either extreme ends.. but not in between.. either way, i still

SAYANG u tau..!!

I hope you have a reason to smile today..

2010-06-05T23:17:00.003+08:00

Harrroooowwww... Karaok-ed and ttong seng-ed today.. much fun.. sexcited,(super +excited)!!! okayy.. ISKANDAR RIZA!! i beat you to it.. i blogged first.. hahaha..

I've always wanted to be in the wedding industry. Particularly, being a wedding planner or wedding photographer. I know of one amazing photographer which i stumbled upon by chance, joining an elle-jay community. Yes, the same old one i've mentioned about since last two years . None other than ra1nforest . His work is A to the Mazing. My future wedding photographer. Mwa-ha. I remembered how last time my ninas and I would imagine opening up our own wedding business. Young imaginations, you call it. Anyway, the speaker of the talk was really inspiring and he made me realise how your deed for other people can lead you into becoming someone successful. Such a motivator. He was definitely right about Singapore having the too-technical education system and that most kids are traumatized by it and that most Singaporeans missed learning the simple yet most important life skills. I so agree on that. Moving on, he's also really some big shot. He owned the black platinum card which only 300++ Singaporeans are entitled to have and he became a millionaire when he was only 26, can you believe that! He was wearing a Tifanny & Co's wristlet and a Massimo Dutti ( !!! ) shirt. Massimo Dutti is <3>Caroline Yakop-Lim from The Wedding Entourage. She won the best wedding planner award in S'pore from 2007 up till present times okay. So we got 2 big shots here now.

Some random thought :
Sometimes, when i go to weddings, I like to observe the bride and groom, especially in terms of their expressions. Of course, both must have loved each other but at times too, I really wonder, if the one they're vowing life promises too are the ones they truly want to be with. Even looking at the videos they showed us during the talk, I often wonder when will I ever be that sure. If you get what i mean. Simple promises, and we can already break them so easily, and what about those life-long ones. Have you ever thought about it too?

Good success comes to those who believe it is possible and refuse to wallow in disappointment and defeat.

Good when we were young and naive, and knew nothing about it.

2010-06-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

Woots woots!!

TGIF!!! Today started out fine. was awaken by Ahmad's message... 'Farhana, i fetching you to school today.. meet me at BP at 8.50am...' Then we went to fetch someone else, and finally to school. Haha! Craving for Koi milk tea now. Not bad, I've unknowingly advertised it time and again here and to a lot of my friends, and now i spy Koi Cafe expanding its business and having close to 1000 customers per day. Just take a look at your queue number, you'll get the gist. They should totally give at least 3% of their earnings to me. Right. Anyway, a new one opening @ Bugis, Illuma peoples! I should make a pact to make them build one in Bedok or Tampines. Anyone in support of me? As if. Hahah. I used to drink 100% sugar level until recently, I decided to change to 70 % and I then realised, I must have been crazy and must have been too prepared for some diabetic infection.

I miss doing camps!! yay!!! im going to do camp in INNO during my holidays! haha!! cannot wait!!! Iskandar pon buat tauuu... :) FARHANA NAK PERGI KARAOKE!!!!

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata
Yang bergelora
Hati ditaman berbunga
Satu impian satu harapan
Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya
Satu rahsia

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya
Perjalanan ku
Terang menyuluh segala
Yang tersembunyi
Lama kucari
Sudah pasti ada jawapannya
Kemungkinan itu

Datang hampir senja sedang aku
Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu
Kau hulur tangan mu
Membawa ku ke atas semula
Berdoalah aku kesyukuran
Tercantum cinta jadi satu
Biar ku tebus segalanya
Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu

2010-06-04T22:31:00.001+08:00

iskandar, u deserve it..

2nd star to the right.

2010-06-03T20:32:00.003+08:00

Hello. :)

Firstly let me officially introduce myself. I am Farhana. :) I've been invited by Iskandar Riza to share this blog with him. :) Hmm.. Lets see, for the first entry he wants me to introduce myself and write about my past. Soo its gonna be quite a loooonggg entry cause I'm not really thaaaat young. :) Well I'm currently studying in NYP-Diagnostic Radiography. Cool course, you get to take x-rays, look at cells through a microscope etc. Lately, got a letter from NTU-NIE, asking me to go for interview for teaching! yeahh!! :) Before this, i was working part time at camelot and innotrek. Started my first camp in December last year. Then I got to know Iskandar during my next few camps at camelot. It was kind of funny lah the way i got to know him. B passed him my number to put me into B's company for some camp at Ubin,then iskandar texted me for my email. Then after that iskandar added me on facebook. on some random night during my briefing night, i happened to see this guy with curly hair, then i sms-ed him. 'Are you the curly haired guy in changi?' That was when i realised it was actually him lah. Hahaha! Didnt really talk to him if i remember correctly but B was there also, and i know B so i started laughing and laughing like an idiot. Haha! Then after briefing accompanied B home to pack his things for camp, iskandar was there also. He went home to take his stuffs also cause apparently he wasnt supposed to be doing the camp. Then went to eat at Teh Tarik with them. Was kind of kecoh the atmosphere cause i was laughing and laughing and lauggghhhinnngg..

Secondly, about me. Lets see. where shall i begin. I just like to laugh alot.. And i really mean ALOT. Hahahaha!! :) Hmm..I have ALOT of random cravings.. And i like the weirdest stuffs. I love herbal egg and i eat egg prata without the plain part. Wahaha!! You'll die of boredom reading if i continue writing lahhh.. AND I LOVE STARSS ALLLOOOT ALLOOOOTT!!

Thirdly, my past. Well.. Though im not really that pious, but I dont go against the CANNOT's. Overall, I'm just a simple girl. :) Hmm.. I used to have a favourite person,my bestest friend and worst enemy.. :) his name is ******. He has been with me for almost 7 years. He loves chasing me around and Thinking back, I haven really been a good girl, always making him do stupid and childish stuffs, running around fields to step on 'touch-me-nots' so that they will close up. And i'll laugh like an idiot. Hahaha! And whenever I am sad, he used to make stupid faces in front of me and say: Hi you, please don't think that letting go of your thoughts and feelings would be a burden to your friends, especially me. Don't be lame k, D. You are too nice to your friends, that's the reason. Yes, you are a strong girl, who wouldn't believe and like i said, don't worry about showing your weakness because ultimately, your weakness is my job to strengthen. Thanks for going crazy with me, every time i feel like and not say i'm weird. Maybe, you're weird too that's why. Weirdos are special people! \m/ Right. We'll take more random shots in the middle of crowded places okay? And i'll wear polka-dots all over! Hahahaha. Cheer up and love for D. HAHAHA! And this was how i spent my last seven years..
I must say, such a dramatic 7 years. Same old ride, some thing's good, some thing's bad. Probably one thing that made me really happy - you already know. Probably one thing that made me sad - you already know too. So, it's possible for anyone to feel both sad and happy at the same time, i guess. Byebye,D. Thanks for the memories. I'm just gonna hope. Hope, for the best. Easy, let's just hope for the best of happiness. That's what everyone wants. So i say, i hope this year is gonna make me happy even if, one have to go, even if one have to come, even if - choi + sigh - i don't do well, even if, things change, even if.. all the unfortunate and unwanted 'even ifs' come true. I hope the twists and turns of fate would make me less sad in the long run. In other words, happiness later. Of course,lets make it work, together with hope. So to all of you - yes it doesn't matter if you're my friend, a foe, whether you only knew me for 6 months, or whether you have known me for 6 years, or whether you think this is what i'm like because this is what you heard about me, or this is what you don't think i'm like because you probably know me enough or whether you're a passerby who happens to get on this page by chance, or that is what you think i am because you judge me by reading my words here, or you're any mysterious stranger that have passed by me without knowing, - let's hope life would be kind to you. It's nice to be nice. Yes, i wish you happiness and above all of that, i wish you love. No matter what happens, SMILE. Thats what i learnt. :)

Phew! That waaaas a loong entry. My life in a nutshell, is full of laughter and smiles. :) And many more smiles to come. Wait for my next entry okay?

Chop, sweet dreams and good night. Dont miss me, you! :)

rocky rough.. not smooth

2010-06-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

hey hey bloggers..

been a very very long time since i blogged.. i even forgot how to link ppl up.. hahas.. well new things happened since my last entry.. im not in ns already.. been more then a year since i ORD.. well life as usual is not very smooth.. work work work.. currently im working with camelot, inno, EDU Outdoor n a few other outdoor camp companies.. but im only a freelance instructor.. nw i prefer only doing kayaking instructor.. at times ill do group instructor.. see my mood and see "who" is doing.. heh heh heh.. but i cant be doing this my whole life can i.. this is what im doing while im finding some other full time job..

as i was working, there came this girl.. a person who u will always see her as a cheerful person, who loves to laugh, smile and just be happy.. at first i wanted to be friends with her.. i got to noe her, got closer to her.. until one day, i realised that i have fallen for her.. i get jealous sumtimes, i text her everyday, call her every night.. we do camps together most of the time.. she will be the first person i set my eyes on in the morning and the last person b4 i sleep.. until one day something happened on a nearby island which caught my attention.. she prevented something that almost happened and said that it was only for me.. that took me by surprise.. that text that she gave me, i read it over for like 3 times b4 replying.. i was smiling the whole time.. she has fallen for me as well..

one day, we confessed to each other our true feelings.. we got closer every single day.. until one day when i asked her "the question".. n guess what.. she accepted!! well, u might think that all is well after that.. nope.. right after, it went straight down.. my mistake.. then i explained myself.. all was well again.. one after another problems start to come up.. but i must say, its all coz of me.. well ppl out there who have said that she should meave me.. but she chose to stay.. ppl say that im taking advantage of her, ppl say that i i dun deserve her.. even some of my friends were on her side.. well what can i say, im not taking advantage of her, nor am i using her.. no one noes my true feelings towards her except me.. i am not superman, i am not the amazing guy who can do wonders.. im juz an ordianry guy who makes mistakes here and loves his gf.. but ppl ask y hurt that person when u love that person.. well let me tell u this..u think i purposely want to hurt her? y would i want to hurt her in the first place? she din do anything wrong to me, she showeered me with love care and concers just like what i showed her as well.. but ppl do make mistakes in life.. everyone.. even her.. sumtimes i do get hurt abt what she did.. but i juz kept quiet abt it.. i din show that much coz i juz love the way we are when we are happy together.. i dont like long fights.. i juz want to see her smile again, laugh again.. sumtimes i call her n she dun pick up.. i really dont like ppl rejecting my calls.. but i dun want to add oil to the flame so i juz kept quiet abt it.. no use telling her off when she is already mad.. will just make it worse.. sumtimes i just dunno how to "pujok" her.. sumtimes i get frustrated at myself for doing sumthing foolish.. she scolds me, she said things abt me but i still hold on.. y? coz she is an important part of my life.. y is she that important? coz she is the only one i turn to for anything.. be it when im sick, when im troubled or even when i had fun outside and want to tell sumone abt it.. she is the only one i turn to to tell my stories..

whats happening now? i did sumthing i was not supposed to and broke our deal.. i wanted to tell her the next day saying that i did broke the deal.. but hey, she is always 1 step ahead of me..well she got mad again.. then she said she was ok.. but i noe she is not.. i can see, i can feel that she is not ok.. tried to talk to her, but she is juz so " keras mcm batu".. now she is sick and i dunno what to do.. hey!!! i noe her lunch time.. and i noe what she likes to eat!! hahas.. ill get her some food n send it to her in school.. then ill go to work.. kk take care ppl.. its 0907 in the morning.. im off to siap n go out..

all these time..

2009-04-05T23:04:00.006+08:00

Heyy yall..

sryy if i din post any entry for the past few months.. was kinda bz n also kinda lazy to put up any posts arr.. well, everything is not as smooth sailing for me.. i juz completed my ns n now im like hanging (tergantung-gantung).. y i say im hanging?? coz i applied for school in republic poly, outdoor n adventure learning.. but i was rejected.. they say they are full n cant put me in.. so now i either work or appeal.. well, tmr im going to appeal.. if i dun get, then ill have no choice but to start working..

other then that, i have been working freelance in camelot. an outdoor adventure camp under MOE.. its at changi coastwalk near changi safra.. the pay is not bad.. 3d2n is $160.. n the pay comes 2 weeks after the camp.. so its ok i guess.. but i wanna try other companies too.. juz to get experience here n there..

i have not been staying at home lately.. in a week, mostly ill be at home max 3 days.. other then tt i will be in camp. this week, i plan to take off n saty at home.. wanna rest.. and at the same time i wanna spend some time with my loved ones.. my family and my girl.. well, iv been here n there.. been there n done tt.. n not to forget, i have some pics..:P

during NS in NPCC Campsite.. top bed was mine.

miss these people.. those were the days

here are all my party people

my new hairstyle.. tnx to habil..

front view

some scenery

some more scenery.. spot the rainbow??

Sunset at pulau ubin.. beautiful

another beautiful sunset

well, these are only a lil bit of what has happened.. hopelully ill post again soon.. and with more pics to let yall see.. take care people!!

to that special someone

2008-12-03T21:41:00.002+08:00

ALL THESE ARE FOR U.. U NOE HU U ARE..

I CARE

IM WRITING THIS TO LET U NOE,
I THINK OF U EACH DAY,
AND PREY FOR UR RECOVERY,
HOPING U'LL SOON BE OK

YOU'RE GOING THRU ALOT RIGHT NOW,
YOUR TREATMENTS CAN BE TRYING,
REMEMBER WHILE YOU DO THEM,
ITS THE PROBLEM UR DEFYING

HOLD ON TO UR POSITIVE ATTITUDE,
AND WHEN THINGS GET HARD TO BEAR,
KNOW THAT I AM HERE FOR U,
REMEMBER THAT I CARE

AND WHEN UR WELL AND FLOURISHING,
LOOK BACK AND REALISE,
U LEARNT WHAT U WERE MADE OF,
THATS A REWARD THAT SATISFIES.

Reasons Why

Our love is the long lasting kind;
We’ve been together quite some time.
I love you for so many things,
Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile.

You accept me as I am;
I can relax and just be me.
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be.

With you, there’s nothing to resist;
You’re irresistible to me.
I’m drawn to you in total trust;
I give myself to you willingly.

Your sweet devotion never fails;
You view me with a patient heart.
I love you, dear, no matter what.
Its been that way right from the start.

Those are just a few reasons why
I’ll always love you like I do.
We’ll have a lifetime full of love,
And it will happen because of you.
i love u..

GET MENDED

ILLNESS MEANS SOMETHING'S NOT WORKING RIGHT
SO DO WHAT IT TAKES TO GET MENDED
WHEN U ARE SICK, IT GIVES ME A FRIGHT
SO PLEASE LET UR ILLNESS BE ENDED

to that special someone, im still waiting for the day tt u'll be mine..
ill juz wait till u see tt with me it aint the same..
just so u noe, i wont leave u, i wont go to anyone elese even if u ask me to.. coz i love only u and no one else..
take care dear..

snake and piercing!!

2008-11-15T23:24:00.005+08:00

Hey hey hey yall!!! Here I am again writing this blog.. well.. let me get straight to the point on what happened.. firstly, I caught a snake.. and sumthing happened to the snake.. secondly, I pierced my tongue.. n now I cant talk or eat properly..

Okok ill start with the snake thingy.. there was a camp going on in my campsite.. then as I was walking, I heard someone talking abt snake.. then one pointed at the ceiling.. I looked up and saw the snake.. it looked black from far.. and it was so tiny.. still a juvenile snake.. I told my friend abt this and he said y not we catch him.. we went there, I climbed up to the snake and gently use an umbrella to see if it is aggressive.. Just as I wanted to get near it, it attacked my umbrella.. fierce one.. hahas.. cool.. then it went closer to my umbrella, went on top of it and suddenly fell to the ground where all the campers and my friend was..some of them ran out some juz stayed to watch the show.. some show it was.. the snake was very fast.. I couldn’t get close enuf to its head without it striking me.. had to keep on dodging.. then my friend passed me one bucket to cover the snake.. tried to cover it but only the tail.. the first half of its body was still outside.. he gave me another bucket n I covered its head.. as it looks darker inside the bucket, the snake went in.. n we got it.. now the problem was, how to turn the bucket over?? We had this ground sheet, slide it under the bucket, flip it over carefully.. any gaps and the snake could juz slide thru.. then another problem.. the ground sheet was too big.. we needed to use something else to covet it after we turn it over.. welll, since we had 2 buckets, we used the other one to cover the top.. and its done.. captured the snake.. and there were like abt 30 ppl watching us.. then we bought it back to our office and put it inside a tank.. two days later, at ard10pm, I went to check it out.. but it was missing.. I dunno how it got out, coz I put a helmet on top of the cover lid.. and the worst thing is, its in my office now.. me and my friend tried to search for it but din seem to find it.. all we said to our supervisors was tt we set it free.. ill put the pics later..

Ok.. now the piercing part.. wanted to go and pick up fatin frm work on tt Friday tt I break camp.. I went out of camp early n din want to go back.. coz I got other stuff to do.. first I want to lavender to make a new passport.. then I walked to beach road.. got a new pouch there.. then I walked to bugis.. juz looking ard.. then I din noe where else to go coz fatin finishes work at 9.. so ok arr.. I tot ill go ct hall.. frm bugis, walked to ct hall.. then I entered suntec.. walked ard, then my friend called.. said he was coming along.. ok arr good.. meet him at cthall mrt.. but I told him to take his time.. coz I was lost at suntec n could not find my wat to the mrt.. but in the end I did arr.. then we met, we went to some shop to change his earpiece.. then went to far east to get his new hp.. then we ate at some stall in far east.. then went to pierce.. filled up this form, then we asked some qns.. ok, we cannot drink alcohol, no cilli, no hot drinks, no oral sex(for girls n gays).. the only thing we can eat were soft stuff.. making porridge now.. looks like I cannot drink my fav heinekin now.. but tt is only for a month.. at least can smoke.. so ok arr.. the piercing is not painful.. its only the healing process.. in which ur tongue gets swollen and cant eat anything.. so fucked up.. want out with fatin today for breakfast I wanted something soft so I bought hotcakes.. then she bought hotcakes with sausage.. she was making fun of me the whole time.. coz I cant speak the way I used to coz my tongue hurts.. n then I cant eat.. she ate faster then me.. teasing me as well.. saying tt she is trying to eat slow yet she finishes first.. she finished everything, but I haven’t even finish my first hotcake.. pathetic.. whatever it is, I like it..

Now its pictures time!!!

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2008-11-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

Heyy yall.. its been a long time since I wrote anything on my blog.. been quite bz for the past few weeks.. well, nothing much has been happening.. except for work work and work.. well, told u guys tt I went to batam rite.. well, actually I juz step at batam jetty and straight away went back to sg.. y u might ask.. coz my passport expired…. Singapore let me pass through custams.. but batam customs din let me.. waste my 50 bucks for the ferry.. good thing I din change my money to rupiah yet..

Ok lahh then after i reached Singapore, I straight away went to lavender.. thinking tt I want to make new passport.. went there, took my passport photo and wanted to apply for new passport arr.. then went to the information counter.. ask her as to how the procedure was.. then she said I had to pay by nets.. n I took out all my money juz now in the morning to change it at batam.. so not enuf in my acct.. I asked if cam pay by cash.. they said can.. then I went to the counter to pay by cash.. they wanted to see my ic.. as im in ns rite now, I dun hav an ic.. I hav an 11b.. so I show it to then.. guess what.. I cant use my 11b.. coz they need my ic issue date.. if im using my 11b, I have to fill up a diff form, then pay by nets.. sot siaa.. kimak tol.. I had no mood already.. n I dun c any cash deposit machine.. fuck it.. ill do it next month when I get my pay.. then I decided to walk to bugis.. did some shopping there.. then tts it.. my pay is coming in on the 12 this month.. im gonna make my passport then batam here I come.. hahas..

Well since the last time I blog until now, some things has happened in my life.. mostly good stuff.. well, went out with a few of my buddies.. kua jalan raye.. then the other part is tt sumone has fallen for me.. yeahh!! Hahas.. well, there will be one day ill ask her the question.. I dunno when, but the day will come.. wish me luck yall.. J

back from camp

2008-10-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

heyy yall..
finally im back from camp..been a tiring3 days for me.. but the fun part was fishing..hahas biasa gakk.. lol.. well, let me start on the first day..

first day.. me and the other F.I's came into camp.. had our breakfast and stuff.. then we waited for the advance party of the two groups of ppl hu are coming for camp.. one group is the E'Div police officers.. ang the other group is the regular police trainee from TRACOM.. so me and darryl took charge doing our duties as duty officers by issuing logistics and stuff.. then ard afternoon, the E'Div guys will be doing rafting and jetty jump.. they have to make their own raft with only a few ropes, spars nad barrels.. it took them like 1 hr to tie everything tightly to ensure tt their self made raft would not break apart when they are in the waters.. they had to travel like 300 meters in the open sea, reach noordin beach, and head up to our jetty head, where i was conducting the jetty jump.. one by one they jum ped.. but som din.. maybe 2 i think.. well, it takes courage, confidence as well as determination to do it.. it was relatively low tide at tt time so the drop from the plank was much higher.. hahas.. good for them.. hahas.. n tts abt it for the day.. at night, guess what.. FISHING!!! caught two fishes on tt night.. ikan gelame dgn ikan duri.. ok arr.. fished frm 10 to 1.30am.. aft tt we went up to sleep.. coz the next day there will be more work.. but at ard 4.30am, the whole campsite was shut down.. total blackout!! after a while, we found out tt the generator room was filled with smoke!! the exhaust pipes were glaring red! the smoke was so thick tt it hurt our eyes.. hong gan liao.. tdo tkde air con.. i tot of putting the fan in our room, but what the hell, no electricity lahh.. forgot abt tt.. n my hp batt was like the last bar.. my hp pon anitime leh blackout gakk.. damn.. there was nothing else we could do, juz go back to sleep.. panas pon panas lahh..

second day we woke up kinda early ard 8.. coz it was too hot.. all of us were sleeping bare bodied..then our CSO came to our office, n he got to noe of it.. he called the repairmen in to get the generators working.. it was finally working when i came back to the office at 12pm.. what i was told was tt we have 3 generators, and tt now, only 1 was working.. the other two broke down.. thank god.. if the other one broke down also, i think id rather sleep at the jetty then sleep in the office.. then for lunch, i ate the ikan duri tt i caught the night b4.. wak akob masak asam pedas ikan duri.. fuhh!! shiock.. beh ade ikan kitang goreng, beh ade kari ayam.. puas hati arr..
third day.. we tot tt our boss would not come today.. but he came.. it was 9am and we were still sleeping.. then he banged on our door and asked us to wake up.. hahas.. with his usual dialog.. "Gentlemen, its 9am.. Its working time already and y are u all still sleeping??".. we woke up stright and went to our office.. i sat at my table stoning.. then boss told me i have to be a safety kayak for rafting for the TRACOM police trainees.. so ok arr.. 1 kayak follow 1 raft.. back and fourth.. took like 45 mins.. after that, washed up and all.. at ard 2pm, they wanted to break camp.. so work again.. returning of logistics.. tentages, mess tins, bed linens, walkie-talkies and flags.. made them do alot of things.. hahas.. they regulars.. but still a trainee.. so hu cares.. tekan mesti tekan.. i giv u clean stuff, u giv it back to me clean.. beh ade yg nk stare ni.. haah.. stare la kau.. kau bole buat ape ngan aku.. haah.. k then after everything settle, went back to the office n rest.. finally.. cukop time, balek..

k arr i gtg.. penat arr.. besok karoke ohh!! hahas..selamzz!!:)

ill not be in singapore..

2008-10-14T01:15:00.002+08:00

hey yall readers.. tuesday morning ill head to camp n ill not be home until thursday.. thursday i come home, friday go back to work, stay in again, saturday then go home.. well, one thing for sure is tt ill be fishing tuesday night.. woohoo!! hopefully ill catch sumting good.. bring home n make my mum happy.. well, i hav a wierd mum.. hahas.. she doesnt like me to go fishing, but when i bring home some fish, she will be smiling, exited n all.. hahas.. cute la.. but when i say i wanna go fishing, she will say dun go!! its dangerous!! hahas.. but i will still go.. guess tts abt it then.. wanna go n sleep.. tmr gotta wake up at 7.45am.. aniwaes, ill get pics of fishing if i do take any.. sumtimes, we fish the whole night but no fish at all.. fishing is all about luck n patience.. well, gotta go now.. nitz yall.. take care!!

Open Houses..

2008-10-12T23:31:00.006+08:00

heyyyz.. juz came back from shopping with my mum.. so damn tired.. nothing happend today though.. actually i was supposed to go to jb.. visit some relatives there.. but i din go.. coz i was feeling kinda weak n juz really tired.. so i slept until like abt 2pm.. then waited for my sis to come home with her friends. they jalan raye.. mine will come soon.. maybe on the 18th.. so tts it abt today..

now i wanna talk abt yesterday.. went to 3 open houses. first up wan nash's house located at cck, then went to yishun to fatin's place.. lasty, tampines for naz's place.. all of us met up at cck mrt at abt 1.30.. when i reached there, only keen was there.. she din see me at first.. then die cam terpanjat gitu.. hahas.. then waited for some others like kuro, izat then iqi n matair die.. firstly went to umah nash.. no one went to his place b4.. so we were juz blindly walking n by luck, we reached there.. hahas.. then we ate some of the dishes tt were preapred for us.. the sambal sotong nice.. hahas.. then we took some pics there.. n posing sane posing sini, then dahh.. we decidid to makew our move to the next house.. we all made our way out, then da salam2 sume, i wanted to salam nash arr.. then he said he will follow us to the mrt.. then ok arr.. then da smpi mrt, aku salam die agi ingat dah arr.. skali die kate die ikot skali.. lol.. ok.. withdraw 20 bucks then took the mrt to katib.. next stop, fatin's house.. reached there, oso din noe where her house was.. i ony noe tt she is staying at level 3.. but i dunno which door.. hahas.. so ok arr.. called fatin.. then she said nora will be standing at the door waiting for us.. we went up, n there she is.. we went in, salam2 everybody in there.., made ourselves comfortable on the sofa n stuff.. then went to the kitchen to get some food.. well, dun wanna say much abt it here.. for some reasons, some words are juz not ment to be in here.. we din take any pics there.. then after a while, we decided to make our way to the next house.. tampines.. where naz lives.. we took 39 to his place.. ok arr ony took 1 bus and the journey was not tt long.. when we reached his void deck, we had to wait for nek.. she din join us for our previous houses.. i dunno y.. but ya, we waited for her to arrive then made our way up.. same thing, went in salam2, get some food.. and the best thing, the ayam goreng sedap siaa.. :).. n 1 more thing.. chocolate fondue.. fuhh!!! baikk arr nazz.. last house but bes.. ade pool table agi kat lua.. hahas.. i played with nash.. but kalah arr.. hahas.. izat, kuro and nash left early coz they had other open houses to go to.. both at serangoon area.. not long aft tt, i went too.. coz promised my parents ill be back by 7 coz they wanted to jalan raye as well..

so rite now, ill let u see some pics on that day.. :)

kuro, nash, keen, iqi, aron, izat, me

nash izat kuro and me smoking after eating :)

from left: aron, nek, keen, iqi, me, naz, izat, nash, kuro..

tts all for today.. take care yall..

my first entry yall!!

2008-10-11T00:05:00.007+08:00

hey hey yall..
juz started this new blog of mine.. for a start, let me introduce myself.. my full name is muhammad iskandar riza.. ppl call me is or boi.. im 20 n im serving my ns rite nw.. im a police officer but im not the one hu goes patroling n stuff.. im called an F.I (field instructor).. im posted at NPCC camp resillience at pulau ubin.. what i do there is simple.. i let the cadets on the flying fox, intermediate ropes challenge, rock wall, kayaking, rafting, outdoor ande adventure stuff..

yea its fun n all.. but kinda tiring at times, under the hot sun n all.. but i dun mind.. coz i juz love what im doing.. but when there are no camps n all, we juz come to work normally, do some maintainence n stuff..

other then my work, hmm i love fishing, clubbing, drinking, and all things tt have to do with outdoors.. n im into this jumpstyle thing.. always go to clubs with my crew (smiling demons).. sumtimes we will hav meet up n stuff.. n we making our own hoddie soon.. but we still need to recruit ppl.. so anione interested, let me noe..

hmm.. k lahh.. now ill bombard this blog with some pics of my campsie ppl.. njoy!!

police yall!!

this is TCP (team challenge pyramid)

pamper pole

F.I Iskandar and F.I Shaheen

me, c.i mus, c.i erny

satay kapa!!

woi! ape tunjok2 kat muke aku haaa!

nemo, erny and me!

muke sume da merah la seii!!! paham2 jer arr ehh

ikan baru baru

ikan merah

siakap 7 kilo la seii!!

kk.. enuf pics k.. nex time, if got time, then i put summore pics.. too lazy to upload arr.. take care yall!!